"Ah, sorry," she apologized, feeling a little ridiculous for not being calmer, but it was difficult when her emotions were still running rampant. Forcing herself to sit down and take a few deep breaths, she began again. "The timing is all wrong. We're still on a deep space mission, and even if it's a little old fashioned I always assumed I'd be married before I had children. Besides, I don't even know if John wants children. I certainly never wanted to just spring this on him, but... but it's a child. Our child." Her hand rested on her torso, completely floored by the knowledge that there was a life growing inside her. She couldn't keep the wonder off her face, or the happiness. Glancing up at Liz again she shrugged helplessly and admitted, as if it weren't completely obvious, "I'm just completely out of sorts."