The idea of seeking out a psychiatrist was never one she'd been particularly comfortable with, but talking to Liz just felt like talking to a friend. Nyota had grown comfortable enough with her that she could seek her out in moments of distress. Of course, normally she relied most heavily on John, but she'd needed to sort out her own emotions before she brought this to him.

The idea of talking to him about it was both exciting and a little daunting. Liz was right that speculating on his reaction was a good way to go crazy, but she couldn't quite seem to help it. "I'll tell him tonight," she resolved. "The sooner we talk about it the sooner I can stop worrying about his reaction."