[Key Change Verse - For ltkyle]

[nyota_uhura24]

It was hard to believe that she'd only known about the pregnancy for a few hours. Already it felt as if her whole life had changed, and already it felt like she'd been waiting eons to tell John the news. She was trying her best not to speculate on what his reaction would be. Burying herself in work provided a measure of temporary distraction, but her mind kept drifting to her unborn child. Eventually she gave up and called up the computer's database on prenatal care, wanting to at least familiarize herself with what she should expect and how she could ensure the child's health. Then she reviewed the regulations regarding pregnant crewmembers; she could continue to perform her duties for the duration of the mission, though her involvement in away missions would drastically decrease. When she really thought about it, the timing could actually have been a lot worse. She'd be on Earth well before she had to deliver.

Towards the end of his shift Nyota sent John a PADD message asking him to come to her quarters when he was free. She took care not to say anything out of the ordinary, because even though part of her wanted to warn him that this wasn't just another evening, she didn't want to worry him with comments like, "We need to talk." Then she made a mug of tea and tried once more to come to terms with what was happening, joy and nerves still warring for control. She was nervous about not being ready, about John's reaction, about how this would affect her career and their relationship, but in spite of everything this was still a dream come true.

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[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

He couldn't say anything in reply, because he was having a hard time focusing on anything but how she felt. He watched her face, eyes trailing down her body and back up, scanning all that was his fiance. Every inch of her made him want her more and thank God she decided to start a quicker pace or he'd have to completely take over. Not quite yet, he wouldn't.. eventually.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

The slow buildup had been torture for her as well, and now she was rolling her hips swiftly against his, chasing after the pleasure she so desperately needed. It felt so right to move with him like this, to belong to him and know that he belonged to her. Her grip on Standard was lost all together, and she murmured out soft pleas and encouragements in Swahili.

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

It was a good thing he'd been learning Swahili. When they were first together and she pulled that, he had no idea what she was saying. Now he could at least keep up and take directions if she had any suggestions. Right now, the only one he had was to push himself up, his mouth moving to her neck and down to her breasts, arms wrapped around her tightly.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

His mouth on her body drove a needy, keening noise from her lips, and she might have lost her balance if it hadn't been for his arms tight around her. She loved being tangled up with him like this. The rest of the world ceased to exist, and she simply felt free and happy and so very good. Swahili words continued to tumble from her lips, interspersed with his name.

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

He continued his journey over her skin with his lips, grinning at how much of a talker she was during sex. Maybe he was amused by it for no reason, but it was what it was. He took a moment to roll them over, laying her back to the bed and posing himself above her. Leaning in he kissed her lips, deepening it immediately and began to rock his hips against her, starting slow and building quickly.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

One of the main reasons Nyota had never liked being intimate with people she didn't love was that she always felt open and exposed during sex. All her walls came tumbling down and she couldn't hold back her sounds or her words. The feel of his body and his lips were making it very difficult to hold on to her coherency, however, and soon there were more moans and needy whimpers than words. When he flipped them over she gasped slightly, arching against him and moaning into his kiss as she rolled her hips up to meet him.

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

Slipping his hand between them, John used the aid of his fingers to further her along. He wanted to feel her let go just as badly as he needed it. Nuzzling in against her neck, he groaned, moving his hips hard against her, making sure to angle it just right. They'd done this enough time for him to know what she liked and what she needed and right now, that was his only focus.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

The touch of his fingers combined with the angling of his hips drove all remaining thoughts from her mind. There was nothing but his touch and his voice and shared love and need. Her body moved with him, shuddering around him as he brought her closer and closer to the brink. "Naku penda," she moaned out. I love you. Every muscle was drawn taut, but she held out just a moment longer before she let herself tumble over, crying out his name.

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

His goal was easily reached. Maybe it was egotistical that he took pride or maybe he was just being a man. Either way, she moaned her affection just before her body shuddered beneath him. Holding a steady pace, John continued thrusting, nearly there himself before releasing, his own pleasure racing up his spine with a low groan deep in his chest.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

She felt him tumble over after her and sighed happily. Her eyes drifted closed for a long moment as she floated in the afterglow, then slowly blinked open. She smiled up at him, one hand gently carding through his hair. "Kamili," she whispered. Perfect. And it was. Not just the sex, but everything. The road ahead of them wouldn't always be easy, but as long as she had this, as long as she had him with her, she felt like she could handle anything.

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

John caught his breath, moving so that he could lie down beside her, arms wrapped around her back. He nuzzled in against her hair, breathing deeply and exhaling slowly. His eyes drifted shut and he waited, hearing her words, but not meeting them with his own. He had already said all he could that evening and though just now there was probably something he should say, he couldn't exactly find words for it. For now, living in the silence of it all was good enough. The news of the pregnancy, the proposal... it was all very sudden and it was hard to truly grasp what could be in store for them. He didn't doubt it would be different and difficult, but rather that it would be some kind of adventure.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

Sighing contentedly as he wrapped his arms around her, Nyota cuddled against him, wanting to be as close as she possibly could. She felt warm and sated, the challenges of their future all tinged with pleasant afterglow and the knowledge that they would face everything together, side by side. Even though she was tempted to let herself drift off to sleep, there was still so much to think about and process. Today had started as an ordinary day, but now she was pregnant and engaged. Things had changed so quickly, and the only reason she wasn't panicking a little was the incredible man lying beside her. "If that baby is a boy," she whispered, "How about we name him John?"

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

Now, John wasn't one to show a lot of emotion. He didn't really do an excessive amount of smiling and he never cheered with glee. There was mostly him being solemn and the quiet type. Once Nyota spoke, offering up using his name for the baby if it was a boy, a smile broke out on his face. He pressed his lips to head, eyes shut, still smiling after he kissed her and hugged her. "I'd like that," he said softly in response, having a sudden moment where itw ould feel like he was actually a part of a family.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

More even than the smile and the kiss, his tone of voice let her know just how much the gesture meant to him. Smiling and nuzzling against him, she murmured happily, "Me too." From Nyota's perspective, if they weren't a family yet they'd certainly be one soon. This thought led to another realization, a happy albeit potentially more troubling one. Given that they'd been out here in space, John still hadn't met her family, and while she had no doubt that they'd love him she also knew just how overwhelming they could be. "When were you thinking of getting married? My dad's going to throw a fit if he doesn't get to walk me down the aisle."

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

"That's entirely up to you, love," he replied. "I'd hate to anger your father, so whenever you feel we could get away with it, that's fine by me." He didn't really think much about the timing of it because, well, why would he? John wasn't one to care much for when the wedding took place. He wanted to marry her, no doubt, but all he could think was maybe sooner than later relatively. "I suppose it all depends on if you want to be married before or after the baby was born," he suggested gently. "And I have no idea what you thought your wedding would be like and I had very little hope for myself," he teased.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

"All that really matters to me is that my friends and family are there," she replied. "I don't care if we get married before or after the baby is born, though... I don't particularly want to look pregnant in my wedding photos." Perhaps it was a silly consideration, but it was how she felt. "If we wanted, we could try to get married before we return to Earth, but I'd only want to do that if my family could be there. I don't particularly want to wait, but it might be easier if we do." She didn't need excessive planning or a huge crowd, just her loved ones and the man she loved more than anything.

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

John nodded, but mostly to himself. He really didn't have an opinion about it. He was simply going with what she would want. He didn't have any family to consider aside from Eli and once that was taken care of - which involved all of telling him - he'd have nothing else to worry about. "Whatever you'd like," he replied softly, "I have less people involved, so it isn't difficult."

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

She nodded too, giving him a tender kiss as she considered. "We'll be in communications range with Earth in a few days. I'll contact my father and start trying to find a time that works for everyone." She paused for a moment and than added tentatively, "I'd really like it if you two could talk before the wedding. I could set up a video call." It was important for her that her family and her husband know each other, but she didn't want to put any pressure on John.

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

John figured that much. He wasn't too worried about meeting her father. He figured that he'd already proposed and gotten her pregnant. The man might not like him, but he was going to have to deal with John marrying his daughter one way or another. Not that he had any intention of being unpleasant in any way. "That's doable," he said, fingers gently sifting through her hair.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

She hummed contentedly at the touch of his fingers. "He's going to love you," she said quietly. "He can be a little on the overprotective side, but all he cares about is that I'm happy. And you make my happy." John wasn't the type to get nervous about anything, but she wasn't sure how he'd deal with having to meet her family, and she didn't want him to be concerned.

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

Right now, he had very little thoughts about her family. maybe once he was meeting them he'd feel something akin to nervousness, but at the moment, he figured the worst that could happen is they would meet him and find him strange. Even then, John didn't care much. "I'll behave," he offered up willingly, as if she had to worry about his behavior in the first place.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

She really didn't have any concerns about John meeting her family, had only wanted to put him at ease, so his reply made her laugh softly. She rubbed her nose against his, all but purring with happiness. "I know you will." It was more than a little amusing that he felt the need to tell he that, and she couldn't help adding teasingly, "Though I much prefer it when you misbehave."

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

"I never..." he gasped, furrowing his brow and wrapping his arms around her simultaneously. He grinned as she nuzzled in against him and he laughed. "I'm not one to misbehave. I have no idea what your going on about," he added, looking almost insulted, though not actually.

[nyota-uhura24.livejournal.com]

She laughed aloud when he feigned insult, doing her best impression of contriteness as she replied, "Really? Then I must have you confused with someone else. I could have sworn I remembered you being downright naughty." There was obvious innuendo in her voice and a little smirk on her face.

[ltkyle.livejournal.com]

John just shakes her head at her, completely disapproving of the notion that he could be such a thing. "You simply must be thinking of someone else," he replied, not even a smirk touching his lips. He did eventually grin at her.